Closing my eyes,
forcing tears to remain behind their weary shells:
I will not give in.
You tell me to get over it, you tell me to stop being so dramatic.
Well, dramatic is what I do best, right?
The scent of lemons wafts through my nose,
as I bite down on the fleshy part of my dry, withered, lips.
Anger consumes me, flaming up, burning.
At times I could burst, break, just fall apart.
I can't handle all of this baggage you throw into my
bruised arms.
I need to run, to get away...
but for now...
I'll just put a bag over my head,
and cowar beneath an old, gnarled, weeping, willow.
Creating a dancing world,
The lilies shuffle.
Mandarine soft fluffs
Drift.
Petals dance like fingertips
Across a patient table.
Storm flushes through
Mountain valley.
Lights flare down
Like liquid fire.
Trees shiver like a
Thousand houses of cards
Crashing.
Their branches twist and snap.
Soft innocence betrayed
Lying askew in a field
Of sweet smelling lilies.
Some people change.
Some people teach you that love can be a simple desire to be satisfied, no matter the circumstances.
Some people who really said the least, taught you the most about how the world works.
Some people, you can't lose and you realize that life would be galaxies different without them there.
Some people lose themselves early and make ignorant choices too often.
Some people tell you to travel. To see the world for what it is.
Some people show you the magic of music.
Others bring back the magic of Disney.
Some people remind you of how you don't want to be.
Some people don't understand.
Some people show you old things.
The past few months have zipped by at such an unusually fast rate, It's hard to tell where I actually am in life right now. I have been doing quite well in school, but those long hours into the night working on petty assignments that I won't remember for any purpose feels wasteful to my time. I think of life, as I approach grade 12 and I think that this is my last summer as a true youth. I will have finished school next year and going on to whatever it is I choose. Going, going, going. It never slows. I feel like I have been hurtled into a rocky river high in mountains. I feel like it will take forever to get to the calm ocean.
I hear
Hey Kolt. I'm watching a review on your Nikon D60, and the dude isn't telling me the approx. cost of one of these puppies...I feel kind of lame for copying you as far as the product, but it's an excellent camera! Could you tell me how much yours cost you approx. thru a message? Thanks, my lovely.